Being worked to death. After 7 months of layoff - and the fact that I had to start going into debt in order to keep things like lights on, food, etc - found new job. They have a policy of holding my first check. Had to go without eating for three or four days at a time - to make sure my kids had 3 meals a day - during the past 4 weeks. They are also working me extra. I don't have to worry about suicide. The "good 'ole US of A" and the treatment that is tolerated here is going to take care of murdering me for me.