Heres the list: FOR Suicide: 1) My parents will save on alot of bucks. What with no college and other expenses on my side. 2) I won't have to go thru life alone, like I am right now. 3) I won't have to worry about if I fail or not. 4) I will never need to be sad or cry or feel miserable, like I do now. 5) I will never feel like I have no way out. FOR Living: 1) - 2) - 3) - 4) - 5) - See that? I got NOTHING for living. And even IF I do come up with reasons to live the reasons to die outweigh them.