I haven't visited this site in a few months because of reasons which I'm sure you can guess seeing as I'm posting in the after effects sub-forum... I'm on suicide watch for the second time this year and I can't say it's helping any. Tried to O.D twice and ended up in hospital for 3 weeks at a time. Psychiatrists are trying to help me but yano, I can't really tell my problems to someone who's job is to analyze me, it's just too... professional and too uncomfortable. Strangely enough to say, I haven't cut since March which is, well, weird for me. Anyways, back to the subject. The situation at home isn't really any better after my last attempt which was a month and a half ago and since then mom hasn't really changed her behavior, it got worse, actually. She keeps saying how I'm ungrateful and disrespectful and how I have no right to complain about anything, bla bla bla. D: And she still won't understand it's her fault, lol. Anyways, that's about all the detail I'm gonna share.