There was somebody on here a couple of weeks back who posted while he took pills, and said that he was seeing blurry and that he was very sorry. Does anybody know what hapenned to him? I tried suicide twice before, Suicide is way harder then I thought. The will to live is so great no mather how fucked up you are. . I'm sure it's going to be very unpleasant that's why I'm worried. I really don't care about how my family is going to fell as I won't be here to watch them find out. Hah.