Im so sad all the time. i have been like for a while. its coming up on two years now. i dont know when it started. 7th grade was hard for me. i had my first bf who ended up using me to get to my best friend who ALL my crushes like, i discovered im bi and i got bullied. i went through my depression faze. i tried going to therapy but i didnt like it... AT ALL!!!! then i acted hyper and cheerful so my mom said she thought it passed. then i hit what i thought was bottom. it only lasted a few days and then i got happy. well almost. it was more just "not sad" then happy. but anyway now i started highschool and i am hitting bottom. im lower then ive ever been. im sad and all i think about is suicde. i dont think i would or could ever do it because i know its a sin, i dont want my friends and family going through so much pain and ill admit it.... im to scared. but i dont know what to do anymore.