Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Kleftis, Sep 28, 2012.

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  1. Kleftis

    Kleftis Account Closed

    Well... A lot of things have happened to me 3 days ago. My parents where just pulling out of the driveway when a man going like 120 MPH crashed into the side of the car, and they eventually died. I'm at my house, I'm 16. I have been depressed all of my life because I am not a social person, and although there is 0 things wrong with me, I have never had a friend. I just don't know how to socialize. I don't want to be shipped to like 50 foster homes every month, so should I just run?.... <edit mod total eclipse method>. Please respond, I will kill myself... I can't take it.. Not even drugs help anymore ((I am actually addicted to Cocaine.))

    Nothing to live for anyway. I'm a fucking no life peice of shit.
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    How is you are still at home alone officials must have called relatives by now. I am sorry this happened to you hun but you being home alone does not sit right
  3. letmedisappear

    letmedisappear Well-Known Member

    Hey there. I am really sorry about what happened to your parents.

    Are there any relatives you could live with? Did your parents have any close friends? Perhaps you could confide in them to try to stay local with people you know. Please hang in there, your parents would want you to live a great life. If anything, live for them. But even more importantly, live for you.
  4. birders

    birders Member

    I felt like you when I was a teenager. I had few friends, no girls among them as I was really shy; I never had the courage to talk to girls. However, by chance I met a girl who had no interest in boys (she told me later) and we immediately became very close. She was 17, I was 19. We married and had a truly beautiful life together but she died a few months ago after we had been together for 48 years. So I have come the full circle - I do not want to socialise because we had few friends and I am still shy - we were totally at home with just ourselves and our sons. Now I want to end my life and be reunited with my wife but my shaky faith is stopping me doing anything plus I know my wife would want me to carry on.

    My point to you is that life must seem impossible at the moment but, please God, you will find somebody who will make all the difference and you will enjoy some really good times.

    My prayers are with you.
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