Yes. 'fraid so... not a cry for attention. maybe it is. I don't know.. just know I am feeling pretty low at the moment after what has got to be the worst week of my life. In the past week. My life has been destroyed. I have lost my home and my family I have lost my son who I love very much I have lost all of my possessions except my pc (box only remains.. borrowing someone elses monitor, keyboard and mouse) and two sets of clothes. My son wont speak to me anymore. I know why and there is f*ck all I can do about it. I am staying somehwere where I don't belong and I don't fit in. There is no place for me. maybe removing myself from the equation is the right thing to do.