I opened up to my boyfriend today more than I ever have before. He knows about all the trauma I've been through growing up but I always made it seem like suicidal ideation/depression was a thing of the past when in reality it's something I still struggle with. I told him that even though I got sexually abused and raped years ago it still gets to me at times. Because it happened to me at such a young age it feels like all I know/remember was trying to fight and overcome it. Once I started talking I couldn't stop and I told him everything about how I feel and my worries, regrets, and fears. He just held my hand and listened. At the end all he said was "I love you and I will always be in your corner." No matter how hard things get I'm blessed beyond belief to have such an amazing man by my side.