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survived again.

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by slim_to_none, May 10, 2007.

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  1. slim_to_none

    slim_to_none Well-Known Member

    yeah. i had a small od last night.
    and typical of my luck, everything in my body is perfectly fine.
    i may have damaged my liver but it'll be a little while before they can know for sure on that apparently.

    i just needed to vent somewhere how frustrated i am.
    this is driving me crazy.
    ive tried more times than i can count.
    and i hate it.
    im just so dammed angry.
    at myself and at the health system.

    psych patients are the scum of the earth apparently.

  2. missybaby

    missybaby Active Member

    Hey slim..I know how you feel ive tried so many times and i cant stand the pain anymore and fucking cant make it go away
  3. Jackson

    Jackson Guest

    You are lucky, even if it doesn't feel that way.
  4. Lady E

    Lady E Well-Known Member

    :hug: I'm glad you are alive.
    I know how frustrated and angry you must feel right now. It's hard when a health system which is designed to help people treats you like crap because you are a psych patient.
    What is making you want to kill yourself? Why are you angry with yourself?

    I hope you are alright. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm just a pm away.
  5. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    i know what ur going through, im just glad ur alive .
    take it easy hun.

    luv u

  6. ProperlyLast

    ProperlyLast Active Member

    I just want to kick in the doors. Grab you and take you to the beach. I'm dead serious too. If you were in California, I'd rob you just to give it a shot. Give your life a shot. Well. I've convinced myself I can lift anyone, except myself. I would live if only I could help others, maybe I've found my next career.
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