mod edit:helena>methods. The next day I tried to call my psychiatrist because my grandma said to but he was busy and said that I needed to deal with the psychologist and not him for the next six months. But I couldn't get ahold of my psychologist. I go to see her on Tuesday. I'm sure she will put me back in the hospital because I can't make the promise. I am so sick of life, why did my attempts have to fail?