Survivor of an Overdose

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Seizon sha, Mar 18, 2007.

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  1. Seizon sha

    Seizon sha New Member

    Just a few weeks ago, luckily I survived thanks to the grace of God, I attempted to end my life in an overdose (I will not go into the details on what type and amount)

    What went through my mind was how hopeless my life has became. I have been through a world of hurt since Middle School with kids (both boys and girls) making fun of me because of my weight and appearance. This dragged on until the end of Middle School and then became a loner all through out High School. Through out these years of being Socially Inept, I began to have a lack of self confidence and self esteem and the feeling of never being loved after going through failed relationships.

    What finally triggered me to make that attempt was pressure to succeed and pass my classes in College when my parents harped at me because of my grades. All I remembered was waking up when going to the hospital and thinking to myself "God, what have I done?" and then taking a bad tasting carbon.
  2. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    im glad you survived and thanks for sharing part of your story.Welcome.Welcome to the forum!We/i am here for you if you glad you found us and hope to see you around.Take care.kath.
  3. blackfire

    blackfire Well-Known Member

    I am also glad you are with us. I you need to talk, pm me anytime.
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am glad your life was spared and you felt you could share your story with us. People can be so cruel. I think they only ridicule and tease others to make themselves feel better. How sad that in order to feel good about yourself, you need to make others hurt. Well, my thought anyway. I am sorry these people felt the need to tease you over weight and appearance. You are just as valuable a person regardless of size or looks. Each life is important. The sooner people realize this the better off we will be as a society. You will find much support here. You will not suffer the same ridicule from us as you do in RL. I hope you are able to make yourself at home with us. PM me if you need someone to talk with. I am willing to do what I can to help you out. I understand what it is like to be teased and bullied about things. Take care and stay safe. You are among friends here. :hug:
  5. Jola

    Jola New Member

    Has anyone on here found that since taking an overdose they struggle to take tablets now?
  6. Hazel

    Hazel SF & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi Seizon sha and thank you for sharing your survival with us, I'm very glad you are able too.
    How are you feeling now, physically & mentally?

    Take care Hazel x
  7. watershed

    watershed New Member

    I found it hard to take them, it's really wierd...
  8. Jola

    Jola New Member

    Sorry if I've not understood find it hard to take tablets since an overdose?
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Yes Jola, I have found it way more difficult to take tablets now in any form.
  10. Jola

    Jola New Member

    Thanks for replying. I used to be able to gobble tablets, but now just holding a paracetamol makes me feel sick.
  11. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I think it is taht way with about anything that makes you terribly sick. I have trouble with apples because I had a bad one once. Now the smell causes me to run.
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