Suspicious Minds!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by LillMy8989, Apr 27, 2011.

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  1. LillMy8989

    LillMy8989 Well-Known Member

    Why cant I just go out being 'normal'? Kills the 'human' insides of me... tell me the truth, do not lie! I do have more problems than no other could imagine, right! I WILL KILL MYSELF And That IS TRUE!!! Drinks for every hour, but afraid, cops everywhere...I am so not serious about that, its MY LIFE!!!! Is that so..:eek:????But they keeps have their "GREAT behave-EYE" on me but thats bullSHIIIT, BUUULSHIIT, DOO NOT TruST COPS , NEVER !!! ONly THEY WANTS IS A FUCK or...A GREAT Money.... Thats it, Please.... Freind No need to Be to Be dirty,Fix A job , Real Job!!!! I mean REAL JOB !!!! I miss you....I will help you, they will not ever, ever win!!! EVER! Please, forgive me....

    ((I will not 'do it ' tonight (see im a little drunk, else I would, you wouldn't??!.., but this is real you know....
    Just answer this and you will be the Hero of all THIS .... LIFE !!!!
    Jesus, you there ?

    We're caught in a trap
    I can't walk out
    Because I love you too much baby

    Why can't you see
    What you're doing to me
    When you don't believe a word I say?

    We can't go on together
    With suspicious minds
    And we can't build our dreams
    On suspicious minds

    So, if an old friend I know
    Drops by to say hello
    Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

    Here we go again
    Asking where I've been
    You can't see these tears are real
    I'm crying

    We can't go on together
    With suspicious minds
    And be can't build our dreams
    On suspicious minds

    Oh let our love survive
    Or dry the tears from your eyes
    Let's don't let a good thing die

    When honey, you know
    I've never lied to you
  2. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    sorry that you are feeling this way

    I have to admit that I don't really understand a lot of this post

    who is it that you miss? who are you asking to forgive you?

    I hope that things can get better!
  3. Warrioress

    Warrioress Active Member

    God loves you! Love him! I swear that will solve everything!
  4. LillMy8989

    LillMy8989 Well-Known Member

    Hay y all , Im no normal!!! See...!!!! Thats evidence for life !
  5. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    This seems an arguement between yourself, I do hope that the good side that wants to reach out and wants to live wins.

    Hope tomorrow you wake up to a better day, without the hangover.

  6. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    things may be bad, but I'm glad that you are reaching out here.

    have you tried therapy and meds, and if so, did they help?

    do you think that seeing a doctor now might help?

    wishing the best for you
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