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Suspicious Minds!

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Why cant I just go out being 'normal'? Kills the 'human' insides of me... tell me the truth, do not lie! I do have more problems than no other could imagine, right! I WILL KILL MYSELF And That IS TRUE!!! Drinks for every hour, but afraid, cops everywhere...I am so not serious about that, its MY LIFE!!!! Is that so..:o????But they keeps have their "GREAT behave-EYE" on me but thats bullSHIIIT, BUUULSHIIT, DOO NOT TruST COPS , NEVER !!! ONly THEY WANTS IS A FUCK or...A GREAT Money.... Thats it, Please.... Freind No need to Be to Be dirty,Fix A job , Real Job!!!! I mean REAL JOB !!!! I miss you....I will help you, they will not ever, ever win!!! EVER! Please, forgive me....

((I will not 'do it ' tonight (see im a little drunk, else I would, you wouldn't??!.., but this is real you know....
Just answer this and you will be the Hero of all THIS .... LIFE !!!!
Jesus, you there ?

We're caught in a trap
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much baby

Why can't you see
What you're doing to me
When you don't believe a word I say?

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds

So, if an old friend I know
Drops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again
Asking where I've been
You can't see these tears are real
I'm crying

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds
And be can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds

Oh let our love survive
Or dry the tears from your eyes
Let's don't let a good thing die

When honey, you know
I've never lied to you
sorry that you are feeling this way

I have to admit that I don't really understand a lot of this post

who is it that you miss? who are you asking to forgive you?

I hope that things can get better!


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This seems an arguement between yourself, I do hope that the good side that wants to reach out and wants to live wins.

Hope tomorrow you wake up to a better day, without the hangover.

things may be bad, but I'm glad that you are reaching out here.

have you tried therapy and meds, and if so, did they help?

do you think that seeing a doctor now might help?

wishing the best for you
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