sweet death is calling me tonight. heart is broken, i was insecure and i ruined everything with my true love. he wont forgive me, wont ever take me back. he is so perfect, so loving so kind and i tried his patience one too many times. i would give anything just to hear him whisper in my ear one last time how much he loves me, how much i mean to him. i just got insecure, eating disorders ruined my life and its just a picture. i let the pictures ruin everything, i'm so sorry sweetheart. i felt like i was being attacked, like you didnt trust me. i read it wrong, i thought you were breaking up with me. all of my hope is gone, i had hopes of a forever with you. im just too fragile, i have no one to turn to. my soul is empty without you. i made a mistake, and im going to pay the price for the mistake. im going away forever. i wont bother you again, i love you so much. i hope you will be happy, and learn to trust someday.