syiah <<<< failure

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Zueri, Mar 12, 2007.

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  1. Zueri

    Zueri Well-Known Member

    OK...no need to go on and on about this...I just need to get this out...

    I just attempted again...

    Wonder of wonders...

    I totally missed my vein...

    Yes, I tried cutting in hopes I would bleed to death.

    Ha! I'm an idiot...

    Had it not been dark I might be gone by now...

    But I totally missed it...

    And I'm not going to bother trying again...

    Done venting...​


    PS: Please do not lecture me on how this is horrible...I know it is and I feel guilty enough already. I broke so many promises by doing this tonight...I don't need to be reminded of them either. I hope you guys understand.
     
  2. ace

    ace Well-Known Member


    Syiah you aren't a failure and I'm so happy you didn't succeed in taking your life or striking that vein even.I'm so sad and sorry to see that you're suffering please vent all you want and you can talk to me anytime I do understand and care.
     
  3. PoetMan

    PoetMan Well-Known Member

    You're not a failure Syiah.

    Remember the things we've talked about together. Take it one day at a time. Try not to listen to the voices. Remember that there are people who care. And always remember: you always have a choice.
     
  4. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Syiah non failure est!!

    Syiah, I dont know you that well, but I do know you're not a failure.

    I am really sorry you felt so bad that you attempted and I wish there was something I could do. All I can do from behind this computer though, is sending you big big hugs :hug: and this little bit of Latin:

    Accende lumen sensibus,
    infunde amorem cordibus,
    infirma nostri corporis,
    virtute firmans perpeti.

    something like:
    enlighten our dark mind,
    make our hearts burn with love,
    and that our weak bodies live,
    through the force Thou giveth it.


    Sending you many hugs, Syiah. :hug:

    PM me if you feel the need to talk. I'm here for you. :arms:
     
  5. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    hun.please listen to me.DONT DO THIS.i care about you and i only want whats best for you.you camn pm me anytime.you can talk to me in chat.you can call me anytime too.please dont do this i care about you so much.i want you to stay with me.you are very important to me.

    IMU
     
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