I have been driving myself crazy after 2 of my close friends that I am going to college with in less than 2 weeks are both saying I take things too seriously / get offended way too easily. well its how I have been all my life, and when I ask them how to change it, they go off on a rant to work out / get a job and it will help get rid of depression With my stress lately I have been bottling everything up, to the point that I dont think I should even go to college, just get my student loan, spend some of it on my parents then say goodbye to this cruel world. I really dont know how to think for myself anymore because when I try to talk, people shut me down and make me feel worthless so I dont speak my mind. I just keep telling myself, whats the point in being here if I cant speak for myself or anything that I think about is wrong and no one accepts my opinions or respects it. Sorry for the random rant, just need to get it off my chest as its been haunting me lately.