I've always had issues with food and eating and it's getting worse. I bought some thyroxine tablets off the internet as i heard they make you lose weight quickly. The stupid thing is, I know it's not a good thing to do but i'm desperate to lose weight and be thin and pretty. I've tried to talk to my psychiatrist about it (although haven't mentioned the thyroxine) but because i'm not particularly thin she doesn't take it seriously. I feel trapped because part of me wants help and part of me doesn't because i don't want to be fat anymore. Should i tell my psychiatrist about the thyroxine? I know she'll get angry with me.