Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by itmahanh, Sep 23, 2009.

  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    You accuse me of never really talking? Why should I bother because you never really listen. Ok ..... I'm a fucking walking talking suicidal time bomb, with a very short fuse, just waiting to go off. Clear enough for you? Yeah, didnt think so. Ahhh fuck me and the bubble I blew in on. Pop!!!!!
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    Who accused you of never really talking?

    I love the "blessed" statement in your signature.
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Too many people over the last couple of years. But when I talk, told them what was happening, they turn away. But when I come to in a hospital they are all saying why didnt you say something? How could you do this to me/us? Well dont think I can say it anymore clearly than I have. They shouldnt have any reason for whys or how come? Just so damn frustrating. I speak, scream and even yell but in the end they still choose to lay the blame on me. Thanks for hearing me and listening. Means a lot.
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope they hear you now and took the dam ----- out of the ears. They didn't want to hear but now i am glad you got them too. I hope now they will give you the support you need. Good for you for screaming until they did get it.
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Sis, I am still here for you!! You have been very quiet the last couple of months.. Take my hand you know I won't let go...Love You!!
  6. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    I have family members who are lip service. No matter what topic, or who is involved, I think they talk big stuff just to hear themselves talk. I finally decided to leave them to themselves and find the people who know what is what; that way I get better help and less frustration.