Talking doesnt help

[Secret wounds]

I thought talking to someone, telling a friend how i feel would help that they would make me see things clearer. Its all bullshit, now i just feel like a fuckin victim telling someone i want to kill myself. Fuckin bollocks. Listening to fuckin stupid arse people saying talk to people tell a friend it will help. It doesnt fuckin help it makes me feel like a fuckin failure for admitting to another person that my life is shit and i want to blow my fuckin brains.

Why cant this bullshit end? I need help and there is no one out there to give it to me. I dont want to be a fuckin victim so i wont ask for fuckin help. Its all so fucked up. When will it all fuckin end.

Fuck it all.

 

[Ramino]

dont panic! thers other ways about dealing with this... if your worried about being victimised, (i know what u mean... people dont actually listen to u but say sympathetic things and shit) my advice would be to talk to someone where the relationship is a lot less personal like a GP or someone, cause at least then you can get the help u want without all the extra bullshit...

 

[ace]

I do know exactly what you mean at times i thought talking to someone may help instead the response I've gotten was something that pissed me off instead.It's even hard when a person does understand for that talking to help,they just seem like words alot of the times.It's hard especially when people don't have the faintest idea what hell we're going through.