I've had bulimia for 3 years now and it's evolved into something new. It's not just my overwhelming hatred for myself that drives me on; it's the fact that if anyone wanted to stop me, they could very easily do so. My friends found out about my bulimia very early on and yet here I am. Nobody has ever tried to stop me, and that's enough motivation to keep going. Either what I'm doing is normal, or everyone else want's me to do this. Nobody asks if I'm okay. I'm the only one who listens to me. Has anyone ever been where I am? How did you get past the lonliness?