ya kno its fucked up when u would die to see someone happy.. when ur so in love with them u will risk hurting yourself so damn bad just to see them happy WITH ANOTHER GIRL and then u put on a smile and act like nothing is wrong and being best friends are great. ya i wanna b friends with him why wouldnt i so dont get me wrong. its just the fact that after a year and a half hes in love with a girl he never met. i just wanna be able to hold him and let him kno wat a great person i can be. and that if i have to ill change myself to be JUST LIKE her so he'll love me like that.. i will. and im changing now to show him i can b a great person like i used to b. our relationship wasnt great but nothing were we couldnt work on things. but now hes leaving to go live with her in a few months. this is the last time im goin to see him. why would he fall back in love with me. im nothing like her. shes great. i wouldnt say shes all that pretty but looks dont matter with a personality like hers. i love him and ill love this man intell the day i die. i hope. i really hope. he'll see what a great person i can be and wil fall in love with me. but the question that huants me is will i actually take him back? i want him back.. but will he leave me again... idk.... I LOVE YOU so much. im young i make mistakes a lot knowing how young i am. but i can only improve them..