Hello, i'm new here. I have a major problum here. I feel the need to cry 24/7, like a serious need, but i'm terrified like hell of crying, and everyone I know keep's on telling me crying makes you all 'weak' and stuff, so I often refuse to cry at all, whether I need to or not. When I do that, sometimes my heart beat's so fast, I feel like i'm going to have a heart attack. It's terrfying and very un-usual, because i've always ate very healthy and everything. Now i'm afraid i'm going to end up killing myself. Help!