Can anybody give me a reason why I shouldn't just kill myself? Yes, I know my mother is sick, but she's trying to drag the rest of us down to the financial disaster that she's put herself in. I have some company stealing money from me every month (every month I have to go into the bank to reverse it) I've been told the company will never stop. I try to budget for my therapy for the month and the stupid debt I owe. Mom bored quite a bit from me last Saturday and said she'd pay it back (with what I don't know). I can't find a job and in all I can't take all this anymore.