Hi All,
Im stuck in a bit of a pickle.
All my mates have always said to me, that I should speak to them, reach out etc.
Well, for the 1st part of the year, I did, and I was doing it tough, with self harm ramping up, and suicide attempts becoming almost a daily occurrence.
Well, I managed to get out of it for a bit by removing the pdoc and youthworker.
So, most believe that everything is good as gold.
Well, it was, it isnt anymore, its worse than ever. Self harming is back, not as much but well, more dangerous. Attempts, and similar considerations have come back to mind, and the danger is increasing, as the safety nets I had before, most are gone. My dad now knows, but it did exactly as I figured it would do, separated us dramatically. Basically I dont really have a lot of support now, virtually none. On top of that, Im looking after other people, and have been trying to make sure that others dont suicide on me, one in particular is putting huge amounts of stress on me, and I think she's still going to do it sooner or later.
What Im askign is peoples opinions on whether I should be honest and tell them whats going?
I partly consider it selfish cos we r all so close to exams, i dont want them to worry, and for me to affect their marks.
Thoughts and opinions would be appreciated.
Cheers,
Dion
Im stuck in a bit of a pickle.
All my mates have always said to me, that I should speak to them, reach out etc.
Well, for the 1st part of the year, I did, and I was doing it tough, with self harm ramping up, and suicide attempts becoming almost a daily occurrence.
Well, I managed to get out of it for a bit by removing the pdoc and youthworker.
So, most believe that everything is good as gold.
Well, it was, it isnt anymore, its worse than ever. Self harming is back, not as much but well, more dangerous. Attempts, and similar considerations have come back to mind, and the danger is increasing, as the safety nets I had before, most are gone. My dad now knows, but it did exactly as I figured it would do, separated us dramatically. Basically I dont really have a lot of support now, virtually none. On top of that, Im looking after other people, and have been trying to make sure that others dont suicide on me, one in particular is putting huge amounts of stress on me, and I think she's still going to do it sooner or later.
What Im askign is peoples opinions on whether I should be honest and tell them whats going?
I partly consider it selfish cos we r all so close to exams, i dont want them to worry, and for me to affect their marks.
Thoughts and opinions would be appreciated.
Cheers,
Dion