When I got here I was Avalanchefan95 which was Colorado Avalanche, the hockey team plus 1995, the flagship year they came here to Colorado.
Then I had 44 other user name variations until I landed on this one which is simply Walker, as in what they call the dead on The Walking Dead. I'm not alive and I'm not dead.
Then I had 44 other user name variations until I landed on this one which is simply Walker, as in what they call the dead on The Walking Dead. I'm not alive and I'm not dead.
I am Angie, bet I type that in chat about a zillion times over 10 or so years. So, considering I don't type as well as I used to, I just changed texaskitty to Angie, actually thats a nick, I am really Angela. Never was called Angela except by my mother until the last year or so when I started seeing so many more doctors.
Blood of Kingu is a reference to Mesopotamian mythology. A demon and the son of the goddess Tiamat. (Who is also his consort. I know, that's pretty crazy.)
Anyway, after the death of his father Abzu, Tiamat wanted Kingu to become leader of all gods before she was killed by Marduk.
Long story short, Marduk also eventually killed Kingu. Marduk mixed Kingu's blood with earth and used the clay to mold the first human beings, while Tiamat's body created the earth and the skies.
So I chose Blood of Kingu as my nickname because of my interest in mankind's origins and the concept of ''beginning'' so to speak.
...Also Blood of Kingu is a really awesome Metal song.
Anyway, after the death of his father Abzu, Tiamat wanted Kingu to become leader of all gods before she was killed by Marduk.
Long story short, Marduk also eventually killed Kingu. Marduk mixed Kingu's blood with earth and used the clay to mold the first human beings, while Tiamat's body created the earth and the skies.
So I chose Blood of Kingu as my nickname because of my interest in mankind's origins and the concept of ''beginning'' so to speak.
...Also Blood of Kingu is a really awesome Metal song.
Cymbele - somehow put the name together for a Dungeons & Dragons character. Unique enough I can usually get it for a screen name. Scary thing is you can see my posts in other forums if you google Cymbele. Cymbeline I found out after is an earth goddess; hence my avatar. I could change my screen name but at this point people know me by that name.
I couldn't think of a particular username, so I found a random online username generator by a Google search, and Diesional was one of the first names that came up for some reason. It was memorable enough and struck me as being somewhat appropriate to the forum I was just joining and why. I think on some level my decision to pick the name was an acknowledgment of the idea that maybe my suicidal ideation wasn't right. "Diesional" seems like a goofy little portmanteau of "die" and "delusional", so it was like a nod to the part of me that wanted to prevail and could admit I need help.
