I used to be a member of this forum years ago, but now I'm back and this is my first post! Basically, I haven't self-harmed in over 4 years now, but I'm feeling pretty low at the moment, and all I can think about is how much cutting myelf would help. I know it's not something you're supposed to do, but it REALLY helped me cope last time I was suicidal and I don't know what else I can do to achieve the same feeling. The only thing is, now, I live with my partner, and if I was to cut, she'd find out about it. I can't let that happen, and so I can't cut. But it's all I can think about right now... Can anyone help..?