I'm tempted to stop eating. I'm staying with friends and I have no money, so everything I do eat is pretty much theirs. Which makes me feel really guilty. I drink tons of coffee, which tends to make me not hungry. But right now I feel hungry, and I do have some Triscuit crackers I bought, in the cupboard. But I kind of want to see how far I can take the hunger. It seems like a good solution, but I can't even explain how. I have gotten through anorexia, and now I'm *old* and *fat*. So, it's not like I can't miss a few meals. Especially when I don't have my own food to eat, anyway. Except for a few boxes of stupid crackers.