Hi everyone,
I'm not even sure why I go through the motions of this... I stumbled across the site looking for quite different articles, as I'm sure many did. I'm 34, she/her, and not in the best headspace. Currently on a somewhat self-destructive bender and ambivalent about where that takes me, but... meh. Some facts: Living with cats and many books like a sad cliche, long history of depression and self hate. Likely to be mostly lurking, I am terrible at talking about my feelings but it's sometimes good to just be around people who might understand what it's like to really not be okay, so I hope no one minds me just... sort of looming in the background. Trying to decide if I'm feeling safe currently or want to.
Hope people are doing okay. Maybe I can in time at least do some good by listening to others.
Best
MsMurphy
I'm not even sure why I go through the motions of this... I stumbled across the site looking for quite different articles, as I'm sure many did. I'm 34, she/her, and not in the best headspace. Currently on a somewhat self-destructive bender and ambivalent about where that takes me, but... meh. Some facts: Living with cats and many books like a sad cliche, long history of depression and self hate. Likely to be mostly lurking, I am terrible at talking about my feelings but it's sometimes good to just be around people who might understand what it's like to really not be okay, so I hope no one minds me just... sort of looming in the background. Trying to decide if I'm feeling safe currently or want to.
Hope people are doing okay. Maybe I can in time at least do some good by listening to others.
Best
MsMurphy