ok...so i have tried to live on my own several times in my life. each and every time ended in a suicide attempt and a hospitalization. i do not feel ready or prepared to live on my own. the bad thing is that i have no choice. i was hospitalized, and they could not find a group home that would accept me. so i moved to texas with the understanding that i could stay with my dad untill i found my own place. it happened quicker than i would have liked. so long story short i move into a one bedroom apartment by myself in a week, and i am horrified. i'm scared it will just end in another attempt, and then the cycle will just repeat. does anyone out there have any tips or suggestions that could make this easier. i have borderline personality disorder, depression, and generalized anxiety disorder. how can i make it through this without repeating the cycle. i will be going to a support group twice a week. i hope that helps. other than that, i have no idea how i'm going to safetly make it.