The new medication I'm on has made me have AWFUL dreams. Every single fucking night. It's gotten to the point where I'm actually afraid to go to bed. Anyways...last night I had one of the worst. Or, 2 of the worst...they were sort of one right after the other. I had a dream that my parents separated. And normally in real life when I think about it, its fine, but when it's in a dream is so...real. And then I had a dream that I was raped. And it scared me so much. I woke up crying. It just..I don't know.