So I'm on Zoloft, also called sertraline, and like, i always take my pill around 10, and sometimes it makes me feel a little weird, and I just uh, called my ex and explained to her how I have all of these happy pills but all I want to do is kill myself without being able to share the happiness with her, because nothing else besides her matters in my life. She thinks I'm smoking pot or something, and I explained to her that I sometimes get a little loopy after I take my medicine and it'd wear off... I begged her to take me back, in full force, there's more and if you care ask for my instant messenger, I'd really like a friend who can listen, understand, and help or comprehend.