Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by starryeyed, Jun 19, 2011.

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  1. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    Im really sick again today
    When I got up to get food cos no one cares if I live or die things were bad
    My sister drank full bottle vodka bottle wine she could barely stand
    She turned on the hot water last night left it on all night
    The whole thing nearly blew only I turned it off
    My parents say nothing to her.she was goin.to go into town that drunk.
    She was barely able to stand.i stopped her.my father just sat there and said nothing
    Um very angry.i told him no one lets their daughter that drunk out on her own
    He just ignored me.
    My brother then is given money every day to drink from them.
    I hear them giving himmoney but they deny it.
    Its shocking
  2. Constantinos

    Constantinos Well-Known Member

    Hello starryeyed,

    What are you currently feeling? What i understand is that you care about the family members but you feel rejected from the family.
  3. LoveBeing

    LoveBeing Well-Known Member

    Dear starryeyed,

    You are an intelligent woman. You know that we cannot control others’ thoughts, behaviours or feelings, but we can choose how to take or respond to them. If there is something you can do to change the situation, do it; otherwise, maybe ignore what bothers you if you cannot accept it…

    Your family may not show it, but they know what you have done for the family. Even if they do not acknowledge it, it’s still a fact that you mean something to the well being of the family…

    Wish you well...
  4. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    I feel like no one cares about me or does anything to help me
    They will shelve out money everyday for booze but im broke and no one will help mw financially.i get every day that it was waste money educating me but they have no problem with wasting money to give a drunk
  5. peacelovingguy

    peacelovingguy Well-Known Member

    You find families who do encourage drinking - and in which the parents will fund the booze habits of children more than education.

    As for your sister you done well to stop her going out drunk.

    I wonder if you can get a part time job yourself? This would help you with education and get you out the house.

    Studying hard is a way out for you. I know this is difficult with your parents and sister and brother - but I feel sorry for them in many ways - drink is an addiction and the last to see are the drinkers!

    Good luck and hope you can try to get along with the family in the meantime.
  6. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    Im seriously ill.sorry its mentioned in my other posts.
    I finished college years ago.because of my illness im going back to study further.
    They talk about the money they gave me ten years ago.ive worked allmy life when I wasnt too sick to.
    I cant get on with them.they dont really speak to me.
  7. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    I mentioned it here too,maybe my posts are hard to understand
  8. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    I think they are waiting for me to die.
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