I just wanna say thank you to you both. Thank you for listening to me today. Thank you for being there. Thank you for understanding. Terry, you've actually just calmed me down a lot. Have managed to stop crying since i've been talking to you. Your an amazing woman and i have to say ... good on ya for writing that email! I worked so hard to control it. All gone now. Their betrayel will be on my body for the rest of my life. A constant reminder to never fall in love. To never trust ANYONE. To never have friends because they just screw you over at the end of the day. I'm better off alone. To all you people out there. Don't trust. To open up. Don't let people in and DON'T EVERY FALL IN LOVE.