The title of this piece is what all of you and everyone I know says when they go to bed. Thank God I'm not him. All I am to everyone is the big loser who everyone looks down upon and thanks the higher power their not. You should all feel blessed that God has someone else to burden before you because all he does is give me difficulty. He, like everyone else in this horrible world is out to get me, use me, screw me, reject me and put more burden on my shoulders. I would just like someone else to feel my pain and understand how horribly unfair life has been to me. I'd just like all of you to see how sick and tired I am of being the world's damn toilet paper. I am tired of being the nice guy, lovable loser, you and everyone else loves to ruin. I hate this life and everyone in it. Life sucks for no one but me.