Thank you...and goodbye...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sakura, May 20, 2007.

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  1. Sakura

    Sakura Well-Known Member

    I just wanted to say thank you to all of you, who showed me so much love and care over this last week. You are all truly wonderful people, and I wish each and every single one of you luck, as you all continue trying to make it through this often difficult and painful journey that we call life.

    I have my pills...I have the alcohol ready...and I truly believe that I finally have the resolve that I need to actually do this now...

    So goodbye...it was a pleasure meeting and getting to know you all...take care of yourselves :hug:

    :rose: ~Love Shauna~
     
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  2. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    Hunny, don't do it.
    lets talk about this first.
    do you have MSN? jas_656@hotmail.com

    please talk to me first :hug: :hug:
     
  3. Sailor

    Sailor Member

    Sakura, if the people here have showed their love, show yours also.
    Giving up will make this love in vain.

    Don't give up. While we stand, you should stand also, so when we fall, you can help us get up.

    Stay up, Sakura. Don't make love vain.
     
  4. Sakura

    Sakura Well-Known Member

    I don't want to be thought of as selfish...but you don't understand...there is no purpose or point for me to be alive anymore...

    And yes I have MSN...but I won't be able to talk with you on it Jas...I'm sorry...thank you for trying though...take care...
     
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  5. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    hows about you Tell us, and we can try uderstand.
     
  6. Beret

    Beret Staff Alumni

    Shauna hun, please dont od :( We all care for you a great deal and dont want that you hurt yourself. Please get some help if you are in such a critical situation and let us know what brought you down that much.
    Love ya hun :hug:
    Please stay safe
    Beret
     
  7. kirstyclive

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  8. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    come on hun, please let us know whats going on.
    please :cry:
     
  9. Sakura

    Sakura Well-Known Member

    *Grits teeth and fights to stay within the moment*

    Oh god...I'm so, so, so very sorry...I'm hurting people...even people I didn't get a chance to know all that well...I'm just...let me be...please...just...let me do it...please stop trying to pull me back...I don't want to be pulled back into this life...please...
     
  10. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    what about the future hunny?
    your life may seem pointless atm but that doesn't have to be forever.

    i know, ive been in very bad situations before.
    but you can get through it and once this is behind you, you will wonder about why you even considered this.

    I had my friends they helped me through, and now we are all gunna do the same for you. please let us :hug: :cheekkiss
     
  11. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    I know I don't know you terribly well hun.
    but ive seen your posts and you are a really nice person.
    I would like a chance to get to know you alittle better.
    can you give me that?

    :hug: :cheekkiss
     
  12. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    :cry: Please say you're okay hunny :hug:
     
  13. Panther

    Panther Well-Known Member

    this post says more or less what i wanted to say aswell :hug:
     
  14. Sakura

    Sakura Well-Known Member

    I'm still here...I'm still okay...I didn't do it...I just...a mess right now...and I have to go to work...*slightly hysterical laugh*...and I'm already half an hour late...I sat up all freaking night just staring at those pills...god...I'm such a loser...I couldn't do it...*defeated sigh*...thanks to those who stayed up with me at least, and who replied...you did make a difference to me...I couldn't stand to put you in pain...my head just hurts now...and the thoughts and urges are still there...I don't know how long I can continue to fight them...but I'll try...thanks...
     
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  15. Psyclox

    Psyclox Member

    Hey Sakura you don't me and I don't know you but good to see you are still around.
     
  16. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    It is still good that you did not do it. You have doubts in your mind. That doubt will some day turn into happiness.
     
  17. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I know how desparate feelings can become when you are hurting such a great deal. Things may seem insurmountable and hopeless right now, but you can get through this. Tell us what is going on for you right now hun. Even if there is no specific reason for these feelings to become so strong right now. Let us help you and support you as much as we can. Take care hun and stay safe. :hug:
     
  18. Hey hun

    I know these feelings can completely take a person over :hug: I do hope you can talk some more to people about it all - keep fighting - it can all be worth it - people do come out the other side of suicidal feelings and depression :hug:

    Take care

    GE
    x
     
  19. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    Im exstatic that you are ok sweety :hug:

    you hang in ther

    come find me if you need to talk :cheekkiss

    Luv yah, Josh
     
  20. Sakura

    Sakura Well-Known Member

    Thank you everyone :hug:

    Once again internet relations have helped to pull me back from the edge...thank you all again :hug:

    :rose:
     
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