I am very grateful to have found this site today. I desperately needed to "talk" to someone today and I was able to do that with several ppl on here today. If you have offered me advice, responded to a post I wrote, or gave me a virtual hug and said hello, it is greatly appreciated. I am now considering seeking help. I was totally against it previously because I didn't think I could ever tell another human being my true feelings about life and myself. I think I may be able to do that now. I truly hope that one day I can say I wouldn't consider taking my own life as an option.