To those of you who have taken advantage of me and let me believe you were my friends, it is so good to realize once again that I was being F'ed over.
To those in my life who decided I was good for abuse, it was special.
Not once, not twice... somehow it sounds like a song, but thank you for being there for me in those special ways. What a lucky girl I am.
To myself for letting so many people down, I never fail my own expectations, which is good.
To myself for clearly being unable to handle living right now. What a success.
To myself for failing, miserably through all of this stuff recently.
Now - what to do? what to do? what to do?
To those in my life who decided I was good for abuse, it was special.
Not once, not twice... somehow it sounds like a song, but thank you for being there for me in those special ways. What a lucky girl I am.
To myself for letting so many people down, I never fail my own expectations, which is good.
To myself for clearly being unable to handle living right now. What a success.
To myself for failing, miserably through all of this stuff recently.
Now - what to do? what to do? what to do?