Couple weeks after hitting 24 i hit a panic attack, which caused massive anxiety. I never felt so terrible and for the 1st time, I really wanted to end everything. That changed when i found ways to reduce the anxiety. I still have it but its ten times better. I realized i wasnt a suicidal person, but the anxiety did the talking... what a relief. My rational mind has set back in place now im here to help others who feel like cutting the rope. Thanks for the support.