Now I feel guilty for some of the things I said to you, but I feel like an even bigger failure because I let you upset me. Please forgive my anger. Also please take some time to look into grief support goups. It might help you address some of the issues you have. Being a nurse student, you should be able to find info and locations in your area quite easily. No matter what you said earlier, you are not going to change what I feel I must do. Sorry.