I didnt know where to place this thread so Im putting in here. Feel free to move it Mods if its in the wrong place. I just wanted to say 'Thanks SF'.... I dont always get the respones I want when I post here and I get really tired of explaining over and over again that I dont have access to health care but I know not everyone reads or remembers every post I make. I dont have anyone to talk to. My moms busy with her own problems. My Grandmas usually not very helpful.. I cant talk to my husband because he doesnt understand and is usually rude without meaning to be. Its nice to have a place I can log onto, jot down my thoughts/feelings, and be able to get them out. Although sometimes people are rude and probably on purpose, although I get tired of the same replies, and although I get angry trying to explain a dozen times in a row - its nice to have the people who care read over my posts and its great to just have a place get my thoughts across. I dont know if I will ever have anyone to actually talk to about my problems and my thoughts but in the meantime 'Thanks for being here SF'!