Hello everyone, I would just like to say thankyou. Last time I was here I was going through a crisis or what I call a dark patch. It has for the time being passed so I want to thank everyone who came to my aid when I most needed help, even when they had never met me nor knew who I was. Thankyou. You have given me back my faith in humanity a little. So now I want to introduce myself a little better. My name is Alice. I'm 18. At times I suffer with very severe anxiety and depression. At the age of fourteen I was put on prozac for this. My family has a long history of mental problems and alcoholism. Very recently someone I loved more than my own life left me. He is the only person I have ever loved and I'm not going to recover from it quickly, if ever it seems at the moment. I feel so alone. When I am not at college I spend most of my time in bed or in my own private dream world. Right now I am in an incredible amount of pain that is only just controlled. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks for reading this.