People, I´m done. I can´t take it anymore! Today I saw another painfull situation. I hurts too much. I´ll do it soon. I have a date and I´ll make it as indirect suicide. Don´t know, a car crash, something that doesn´t seems that I commited suicide. I started to apologize some people for what I´ve done wrong. I´ll have to do a few calls. I´ll won´t write anything to anybody. I´ll say to her that I´m sorry for all that I may have done wrong, in spite of her being very incorrect with me. I have an another session with my psychiatrist this week, but I´m not going. I´ll do it soon. I wish you all the best.