Im sick of being THAT friend. The one that is the last to know anything, the one that gets pushedbto the sidelines and forgotten about unless its to blame someone. All I wanted to do was make them see that and yet all I did was make things worse. Everything was crumbling down around me and I wanted to fix it, to be of at least some help but I mess even that up. To tell someone that I know has low moral that it is her fault which just pushed her over the edge and caused her to run away and end up in a Mental Hospital. Some friend I turned out to be.