Yes, that was a very fun six hours of doing fuck all. Decided today that I couldn't be bothered with anything, at all. It wasn't great to be honest, things weren't great. So, I came up stairs and jammed my door shut, even I couldn't reopen it. Decided to turn, EVERYTHING off, phone, laptop, heating in my room, closed the curtains and so I sat, staring blankly at nothing for six hours. Parents tried to get in my room and couldn't ended up shouting and stuff, they opened the door a little, but only enough to see me staring toward the door pretty damn menacingly. They left, and so I spent my six hours, in pretty much solitary confinement. But hey, I'm here now, pretty much indifferent. Though, if SuicideForum doesn't mind me saying, a little turned on. I blame Toni for this, not that I care as of this moment. Though, I must also say, it's not the first time I've gone and just sat for hours, the last time was about 6 or 7 months ago. So, though I do get them, they are pretty much a rarity. Does anyone else do this?