thats it, i'm doing it right now.
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Someone I know just overdosed on a prescription medication and died. Sure he mightve done it on purpose but all the people around him are in pain now.
You think youre going to get away scott free? yeah you will, but youll be passing the pain on to your "loved ones" even if (you think) they dont really love you right now, they will be in pain if you go through with it. I guess sometimes it feels good to think of other people being in pain from your death
You think youre going to get away scott free? yeah you will, but youll be passing the pain on to your "loved ones" even if (you think) they dont really love you right now, they will be in pain if you go through with it. I guess sometimes it feels good to think of other people being in pain from your death
theres only one person i want to hurt when i'm gone.
and only because i want her to feel the pain she caused
me,not because i think she'll feel any real pain.
its because i know that everyone will blame her for my death
and then she won't be able to hide behind lies and deceit anymore.
i really don't want to use XXXXX but they are my only option i don't
have the easy way anymore and thats another thing i want to die
because,yes they probably mean nothing to anyone else but i spent
20yrs of my life collecting them from all over the world and she took
them and has been selling them for whatever she can get then taunting
me about it.
i have posted that we talked the other day, i have figured out that was
just another taunt,get me to feeling better then drop the hammer on me
keep the yo-yo going.
i have no friends,no family her and my kids were all i had so now i have
nothing,i'm on disability due to MS and a brain tumor so i can't work
i live in a crappy one horse town with no mental care facilities at all
heck i have to travel 35-40 miles just to see my neuro doctor so i
almost never see him i even had to cancel my twice yearly MRI and
other tests because i just couldn't afford to go.
i'm in constant pain,and my eyesight is going i'm so afraid of trying to
go through this alone,besides if i had the surgery my neuro doctor wants
me to have i wanted be able to feed or dress or bathe myself and i'd die
anyway.
and only because i want her to feel the pain she caused
me,not because i think she'll feel any real pain.
its because i know that everyone will blame her for my death
and then she won't be able to hide behind lies and deceit anymore.
i really don't want to use XXXXX but they are my only option i don't
have the easy way anymore and thats another thing i want to die
because,yes they probably mean nothing to anyone else but i spent
20yrs of my life collecting them from all over the world and she took
them and has been selling them for whatever she can get then taunting
me about it.
i have posted that we talked the other day, i have figured out that was
just another taunt,get me to feeling better then drop the hammer on me
keep the yo-yo going.
i have no friends,no family her and my kids were all i had so now i have
nothing,i'm on disability due to MS and a brain tumor so i can't work
i live in a crappy one horse town with no mental care facilities at all
heck i have to travel 35-40 miles just to see my neuro doctor so i
almost never see him i even had to cancel my twice yearly MRI and
other tests because i just couldn't afford to go.
i'm in constant pain,and my eyesight is going i'm so afraid of trying to
go through this alone,besides if i had the surgery my neuro doctor wants
me to have i wanted be able to feed or dress or bathe myself and i'd die
anyway.
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