Guess I dont know where to turn anymore, Ive been on meds, spoken to councellors, one threw the Doctors, and one with work, had the crisis team here....... None of it makes a difference any longer. I can say I am fine, but when Inside I am screaming and no one can hear there isnt any point anymore. Im alone and have no one here, guess that is the way it should be.... My final place to say goodbye. x