That's IT!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Sycotic_Sarah, Mar 28, 2007.

  1. Well, I've kept this in for along time now, but here it goes.

    I can't BELIEVE HE left ME?

    HE left ME?

    When HE is the one who is so fucking unstable and completely URGHHH, he hurt me, HE hurt ME, I should be breaking up with HIM, not other way round!!!!!!!!!!!

    I want him back though.

    I want HIM to FORGIVE ME.

    I want HIM to BE WITH ME.


    I want HIM to LOVE ME!


    Maybe I have got borderline, maybe, my relationships screw up, friendships screw up, my state of mind changes at the slightest mistake, my views change too on that person/thing, social problems, visuals towards myself and other people.... they change at a slight mistake... I sound so much like borderline... aswell as bi-polar, OCD, all this other shit.



    I hate this.

    I want HIM BACK!!!!!!!!!! :cry:

    I still love him! :sad:

    Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    :cry: Please, just KILL me already. ARGHHH. I sit here, crying my eyes out, feeling so sick, so alone, so hurt, so broken... :cry:
  2. I could say the same thing about Cynthia, though hoping for her to return to me is pure delirium. The thing to do is to try to move on, somehow. Try to improve your life, and hope that someone else will enter into your life, and hopefully they will be honest to you when they say the words, "I love you".
  3. No, I want HIM back. Just him. No one else.
  4. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    talk to him, sit down and talk to him . i would if i were u.
  5. too late.

    nevermind now.

    it's for sure over...
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I know he was important to you Sarah. It is time for you to move on. Maybe he wasn't the best thing for you. Many times you have posted about him hurting you the way he has. I hope you are okay hun. Please hang in there. I am thinking about you. :hug:
  7. NO! IM NOT OK
    i want HIM back
    ##he was good for mee