I am at work. In a moment I will leave for lunch. <mod edit - methods> This is the only way to stop suffering. I see everything as black and white. Things are ether good or bad. Most things are bad. People hang on to the thought that they will get something good if they wade through the bad. I have decided I will not keep wading and that the good is not worth the bad. I have a comparatively great life, but there is still way to much bad in it then good, and there is the possibility of all that is I have that is good being removed very quickly. In that regard I want to quit whilst I am ahead. I will not be a prisoner of hope the rest of my life. I refused to be a slave. This is crystal clear to me. Things are either more good or more bad. My life is more bad, and is getting worse. The chances of if getting better are not worth sticking around for. Thats is.