In a nutshell, I am alone, I have no one. If I were to tell you all about me, I'd be here all day! I will be better off and so will everyone else when I am not here. I am scared to do it, but I have been thinking about it for years and must act on it now because trust me when you think things can't get any worse, they always do. There is no bottom of the pit, it is an endless misery that never stops. I am ignored by all and if I were to die anyway, no one would know for a long time as no one cares to call me or come around to see me. I'm even ignored on facebook, I mean seriously, that's so funny!! So here I am, with no job, no money, no family and no friends. With anxiety and panic disorder, depression and grief. If you kicked me beyond recognision, you would not pain me as much as this feeling of loneliness and isolation. Being ignored is one of the worst things you can do to somebody. I am not strong enough to rise above all of this, I have tried, believe me. This really needs to end now and not go on any longer. By the way my name is Liz. If you have read my post, thanks.