I do not want to get out of bed today, I have no energy, no motivation. The black cloud is raining in my head, It is drowning the life in me. Why won't somebody tune in the radio in my head? I cannot function with the white noise! Why won't it stop? I can think of a way, But it means stopping everything. The poison is sinking in, I begin to worry. Have I made a mistake? Pacing and racing, leave me alone! I would like to relish in my slumber tonight. Three, four, five in the morning passes by, Finally, my head can get some rest. I wonder what today will bring? I am excited and raring to go. Life is brilliant, absolutely fantastic, What has all this worry been about? I am normal, I am fine, It is true if I can believe it. I can talk to anyone, I know all the answers. This is rather unlike me, not shy nor coy. I cannot stop, it feels so good, I need to enjoy it while it lasts. Hold on fire, why do I feel so bad? Did I fall? Did I crash? Oh, hang on I am familiar with this feeling, The black cloud has come back.